Pt 10: মই যেন আজিকোপতি জুখিব পৰা নাই তাইৰ হৃদয়ৰ গভীৰতা…

Pisdina ratipua 10ta boja loike tair kuno message ba call oha nasile. Moi 8 tar pora message di asilu, call kora nasilu Sintito asilu kintu janisilu tair eku huwa nai rati ahute sage deri hoise karone xantit xui ase hobola!

Praye 12ta man bojat tair call ahil. Moi ghoror bahirot asilu dujon bondhur logot kiba eta kamot.

“Hello…Good Morning”

Tair tuponir maatxar e mur hridoyor dopdoponi borhai dile. Facebook or meme, Kisuman sinaki suwali aru bohut jegat xunisilu je suwali bure henu lorar tuponir maatxar bhal pay. Kintu ejon lora hoi moi eitu kobo bisaru je jijoni suwalik bhal pau, tair tuponir maatxar hridoyot xuwola raag or geet or dhou tule.

“Afternoon hol maina, keitat ahi paisa ?”

“umm..ki”

“Oi kumbhokorni utha. Keitat ahi paisa ?”

“O. 6ta”

“Tumi jodi xuiye asa tente call kio koribo lage pagli. Xui thaka uthi call koriba”

“Time sabo loute tumar missed call palu, te korim e no”

“Aaioi dehi, eman prem”

“Good Night”

Tair karone moi sage olop holeu guruttopurno hoi porisilu. Bhal lagisil tair xei kothaxar ot je tai tuponir majoto muk call koribo pare.

Prem. Nohoy janu ek xuwola obhigyota ? Eti Onubhob, Eti abeg. Eman dine eta kotha buji uthisilu je prem aru bhal powat bohut xokti thake. Aru xeije manuhe koy nohoy je dupokkhiya nohowa loike prem kuno prem nohoy kebol onubhob eta. Misa kotha! Ekpokkhiya premor xokti sage xokolu dhoronor premot ke besi xoktixali. Nijor mon aru pran or bhitorot sristi kore eti mitha kompon ei ekpokkhiya prem. Ketiao xekh nohowa ei premor kompon e di jay jiyai thokar ek uddeshyo, eta loikkho, aru ontorot olekh xukh. Ekpokkhiya prem ketiao adhoruwa nohoy. Adhoruwa hoy xei prem jitur pora bohut prottyaxa thake ejonor. Roi thake manuh bohut kiba kibi bisare, xekhot goi xeibur napale premor pora bissakh uthi jay aru teuloke koy prem adhoruwa. Karubak Mone prane bhal pale xeijon byoktir pora ketiao eku aaxa rakhibo nalage. Tumi nijeu xukhi thakibo pariba aru xeijon byoktio xukh ot thake. Ketiaba karubak eneke bhal pai saba sun. Ek ononyo onubhob eitu. Aru bohut bhaiggoban manuhe he apun kori lobo pare ene nisshwartho aru ekpokkhiya prem. Mur aru Snigdhar xomporko asil tenekua.

“Uthila Maina?”

“Umm tetiay uthilu. Mur bohut khong uthi ase.”

“Ki hoise kowa sun. Jodi share koribo para.”

“Ratipua ahi thakute dekha palu 3ta jagat 3ta kukur pori ase. sepeta hoi asile re mori. Nischoy dangor truck ba bus e khundiyai marile. Teulokor karone jib hotya tu oti xohoj kotha no! Ketiaba nijor lora suwalik teneke herale he bujibo teuloke. Bohut khong uthi ase. Eta tu ekebare xoru asile. Xihotok pale moi ghopiyai ghopiyai marilu heten. Ketiaba bhabi saisa ne kisuman kukur e gari ba bike dekhile kio pise pise douri ahi attack kore ? teuloke tenekua garir khundat apun karubak heraise. Nijor lora suwali ba apun karubak sokur xonmukhot ekhon garir tolot pori mora dekha tu xoru xoru prani buror babe bohut shocking. Xei shock tuye bohut letera mental impact eta eri thoi jay teulokor mindot. Xeikarone teulok pagol hoi jay similar gari ekhon dekhile. Moi sala enekua driverok dekha pale mariye pelam.

“Snigdha, Xanto howa sun please. its ok. calm down. dont be too disturbed.”

“Kio nohom re disturbed ha? tumar karone bohut xoru kotha hobo pare. TUmi thakibo para disturbed nohowa ke. Tumar karone ei prani bur hobo pare kebol prani. Tumi bhabibo para teneke kintu moi nuwaru. Nuwaru beh moi. Mur karone sobore emotions aru sobore life eke hoy. Moi tenekuay. O Moi pagol. O moi weird. O moi problematic. But thats my problem i can handle that any way i want. You dont have to think too much about what makes me disturbed. Tumak buji pau, tumi muk buji powa xeikarone he tumak kou moi. Kintu tumio xei ekei kotha kola. Ajir pora tumaku nokou jaa. Rakhilu moi phone”

“Snigdha roba. I am sorry”

Tair hothat poriborton tu moi gom napalu. Moi asorit hoisilu ki hol tair. Tai tu muk aji loike ketiao eneke koi powa nai. Tair abeg onubhuti buji paisu moi kintu swarthopor howa moiu tair pora xikisu. Tai jodi jib jontur xohai kori nijok anondo prodan kora tuk swartho buli kobo pare tente moi u kobo paru je mur swartho taik jikuno poristhitit xukhi rakha aru xukhi dekha. Aru kebol xeitu karonei moi taik xanto koribole koisilu disturbed nohobole. Kintu tai bhul bujile, sage beleg kothar karone kiba oxubidhat asile ba hoytu ‘mood swings’ hoi asile buli bhabiye eku kowa tu thik nabhabilu.

“I am sorry Snigdha. It was not meant like that. Please forgive me. Please muk khyoma kori diya Snigdha.”