Pt 13: প্ৰকাশ-অপ্ৰকাশৰ এআকাশ প্ৰেম (3)…

“Tumar aim fulfill korat moi help korim. You were my crush for some diff reasons, you were attractive. You are the girl i like because you talk nicely. You are the girl i love cuz you are perfect and your plans and aims make me go weak. Yeah you are psycho. You are weird you are different. But miss Snigdha Baruah, YOU ARE PERFECTLY PERFECT. Ejon bohut buja aru matured lora hisape tumak 3maahor pora sini powar pisot koisu. And i have a very good track record of keeping promises. So yeah no matter even if you leave me or hate me, i will still fulfill the promises i made. And for that, i can die. Literally, i am in love with all those aims of yours and i want those aims to be fulfilled by you. And for that i will help you to the extreme limit. Selflessly. Again for that, you need to be patient. You ruin your brain, i am out. You keep calm, i will hold your hand to the end. So, beautifully, let your brain cook plans and ideas other than thinking how to earn. Its my promise you will earn soon, now plan where and how to spend those money. Rest leave to me. I will handle each and every problem of your life cuz you matter the most to me and your aims matter more than that. I promise to be with you till you are perfect mentally. Stop being stressed out for those reasons. You got a huge plan to execute. Your brain is very important.

SIMPLY in short:

Now HATE ME FOR THIS. SLAP ME. KILL ME DO WHATEVER YOU WANT…. I LOVE YOU. I DO. TRULY MADLY DEEPLY ENDLESSLY UNCONDITIONALLY INFINITELY BOUNDLESSLY PURELY SELFLESSLY and also SELFISHLY.

I DONOT EXPECT OR HOPE ANYTHING FROM YOU. LET ME BE THE WARRIOR AND HELP YOU COMPLETING YOUR AIMS. REMEMBER I AM NOT HELPING CUZ I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU CUZ OF YOUR AIMS. AND TO BE VERY HONEST I LOVE YOUR AIMS AND YOUR SOUL.”

Tai jodi eitu jonomot mur nohoy tente eku nai. Mur bissakh oha jonomot bhogobane taik moi bonai pothiabo aru muk tai bonai. Tetia taiu muk bohut bhal pabo. Aru amar dujonor duta jonom mili amar bhal powa tu xompurno hobo. Ketiao bhoba nasilu moi eman xahoxere taik sob koi dibo parim. Moi beleg ekhon prithibit gusi goisilu, xamainno khong, xamainno abeg, olekh bhal powa, olekh xonman, olekh jotno e muk xahox disile sage. Etiya akou opekkhya tair uttor or. Kintu xei rati tai message tu nasale. Sage xui porisil mur Snigdha. Ratipua hobole hoisile aru moi akou nijor prithibit lahe lahe ubhoti ahilu. xeikhon prithibit jot mur atmobissakh kom asile.

Mone akou xahox herale, hridoyor kompon jurke barhi uthile, taik heruwar bhoye muk osthir kori tulile aru akou moi eta nokobo logiya kotha koi pelalu. Tair uttor hoytu kiba bhal hol heten moi ei burbokami nokorile.

“Sorry for being too straight forward. I was carried away with emotions. Dont get me wrong, I was not proposing you, I can never propose you. I will not propose you”

Akou bhabilu message tu delete kori diu, kintu xobdore prokax koribo nuwara eta poristitit asilu moi. Mur mon, abeg, onubhuti, bhal powa ekfale aru aanfale mur bhoy, oti kom atmobissakh aru taik heruwar sintar majot bohut juddho howar pisot mur bhoy e joy lav korile aru moi message tu delete nokorilu.

Etiyao maje maje bhabu, bastobot kuntu mur bhul asile, message tu diya tu ne delete nokora tu.

Ratipua 6ta bojat moi mur xopunor prithibit khuj pelalu, khuj porar loge loge muk Snigdhay hath dhori loi gole tair xopunor prithibit. Ekhon xuwola, Ekhon moromloga, ekhon xantipurno prithibi jot xokolu manuh, jib jontu, gos gosoni ekeloge xukhot asile. Tair logot hathot hath thoiyei bhromon korilu tair prithibi aru praye ratipua 11 bojat mobile or kompon e muk ubhotai loi ahil ei letera, swarthopor, obuj aru beya prithibile. Snigdha mur logot nai! mon tu bohut beya lagisil. Kintu pis muhurtot akou mur xahoxi mon tuye muk kole ‘eta din ahibo jidinar pisot xoday ratipua uthi toi tair mukh khon agot dekha pabi, tai xui thakutei tair kopal ot eta suma di toi tur dinor arombhoni koribi.’ aru aanfale loge loge mur oxahoxi mon tu siyori uthil ‘mokkel neki! Tai mut ke bhal deserve kore. Tai mur ketiao hobo nuware. Etiya uth aru brush kor. Aru saa kar message or vibration ot xarr pali.’

Thik. Snigdhar message. eku xobdo nasile. kebatao kandunor ’emoticons’ asile. Aag ratir xokolu kotha icchakrito bhabe pahuribo sesta kori taik message dilu.

“Good morning larki. Ki hol…mur message porhi kandisa ne kiba beya xopun”

“Moi uthisu 8tat. Beya xopun dekhi jodi tumak message dilu heten then 8tate dilu hoi no”

“Point to be noted. Got the rest. Accha humka ek baat bataiye toh begum saiba, aapne kaa sach ma hamar messages parhe hai? woh lamba wala ?”

“Haa apun ne parh liya re baba. Kahe?”

“Nahi ignore karti toh accha hota”

“Parh liya uske badd ignore kar diya. (peace smiley)”

“Yeah thats upto you ignore koriba ne dil se loba. (peace smiley)”

Suwa, i am very disturbed these days and the only thing i know is that i am not falling apart no matter what!”

Suwali bure je eman ghurai pokai kio kotha koy. Baru manilu moi eku aaxa kora nai tair pora kintu tai sidha ke uttor dile ki gol hoy. Enei ukhol makhol lagi thoka eikhon bukut aru besi ke aul logai thole tai. Moiu eku nebhabi xeitur uttor beleg ke dilu.

“Tumi sowa…YOU ARE NOT FALLING APART. Ok? Get this fu**ing thing out of your head. You are going to get success. mark my words. Snigdha.”