Pt 12: প্ৰকাশ-অপ্ৰকাশৰ এআকাশ প্ৰেম (2)…

Olekh bhabona, abeg aru bhalpowa hridoyot xaboti loi taik gutei khini kom buli bhabisilu. Etiyao bhoy lagi asil, tai jodi bhal napay. ‘Eh! kinu hobo, rejection or bhoy tetia he lagibo jodi tair pora kiba ubhotai bisarilu heten. Moi tu tair pora eku bisora nai. Tai beya paleu moi tu taik bhal pai thakibo parim. Aaji komei gutei khini kotha’

“Snigdha. Bohut kotha kom tothapi bohut kotha nokowa ke rakhim. Xuni jaba.”

Najanu hothat eman xahox kor pora ahil, mur uddeshyo asile taik xukhi rakha, jodi aajir kotha khinir pisot moi xeitut bifol hou tente bhogbane jen muk khyoma kori diye buli xewa kori moi mur hridoy aru aatmar hathot eri dilu mur anguli duta.

“God sent his best angel on this earth to do a lot of works. So god sent his best warrior a year before, just to make sure the angel doesnt face any problem. Yeah we were destined to meet lately. God wanted you to feel the problems of the earth, God wanted me to learn to respect and care. And after we were done individually, we met. When everything will be sorted, i will leave before you again making the path clear, i will report god, his angel is doing great down there. So yeah. I am here to be with you forever my queen or angel or Goddess or Snigdha or whatever you call. Be my that person for whom i can live and make your way.”

“Moi tumak keneke thank you kom mur kuno idea nai o”

“Xuni jowa Snigdha. Pisot koba ji iccha”

“um…”

“We are here for some reason. Some come to change the world. Some to ruin it. Some to help the changer. You wanted a job na so that you can earn and help the world in any way possible. Leave that to me. I promise tumi earn koriba within 4 months. Keneke, Kiman, Kot xeibur najanu kintu kotha dilu tumak je tumi oti xunkale earn koriba. Ejoni queen or kam eibur bhabi thoka tu nohoy. Tumi plan ot concentrate kora, baki sob tumar ei warrior jone sai lobo Patience is the key element to success. Onoborote murot je ghuri thake tumar..i need a job i need a job..get that thing out of your mind. You will get a job. You will earn. Very soon. And if you dont get that thinking, shitty thinking, i wont serve a half mad queen. Be a bold and proud queen and let me be his warrior with all my zest and zeal.”

“Moi jetiya aku rasta napao bisakh kora I feel my presence is worthless”

“Koisu na xuni jowa”

“Sorry…”

“Remember one thing from today onwards, if your existence is worthless then i wont exist. Manuhor karone nisshwartho bhabe kam kori bhal powa no?….MUK JIYAI RAKHA…Kakba bohut bhal pau. Xeijon byoktir sob aaxa puron nohowa loike muk jiyai rakha please.”

“Eneke eibur nokoba o Buku”

“Teneke bhabi nathakiba tenehole”

“Mur beya lage mur sokur agot hoi thake aru moi eku a koribo nuwaru”

“Manuhe xoday aim loi jonme. Be it a good or bad aim. You found your aims na. Concentrate on them. Your death will be worthless if you cant complete those aims. I am here for everything else. Edin tu pariba kiba koribo. Etiya jiman weak hoba, pisole aru besi hoi goi thakiba.”

“Please help me as soon as possible”

“NO PLEASE! donot use Please with me”

“…”

“Listen. Get these things in your mind and atleast make yourself understand that there is someone who can die for your aims and happiness. Firstly, YOU WILL EARN VERY SOON. Secondly, YOU WILL DO WHAT YOU WANT FOR HUMANS AS WELL AS ANIMALS. Last but not the least, ALL YOUR AIMS WILL BE FULFILLED.”

“I can’t and won’t wait for right time… I will fight force and convert the bad time into the most beautiful relief and memorablly good time… I won’t wait for the right I will make the time right. Right time aha loike bohut kiba kibi hoi jabo and I can’t afford that. But the problem Is this that I can’t keep quiet and sit back.”

“Eta kotha kou dhon, right time or opekkhya nokori nijoke eiburot bilin kori pelale nijoku herai pelaba aru karu eku koirbou nuwariba. Eitu kowa nai je wait kora. Make bad times the right times. But be careful”

“I just cant do it damn”

“Ssshhh!!! close your eyes and imagine me whispering in your ear ‘I AM HERE FOR EVERTHING SNIGDHA’. You need to be at peace inside your mind my girl, otherwise everything will be ruined. Please understand this. You are very very very unique my girl. I promise you, you will do whatever you want very soon. Just be a calm girl, murot onoborote eibur loi thakile bhal sinta nahibo, plans nahibo.”

“I dont know. please kiba kora. Help me out Buku”

“Answer me directly with a YES or No. You trust me ? I wont mind a NO. Xoitto tu koba.”

“YES”

“Then listen. A boy can be angry at times ok ? A boy too suffers from mood swings. A boy too has his limits of tolerence. A girl too have hers.”

Moi najanu kor pora mur majot eman xahox, eman spostota, eman atmobissakh ahil. Kintu xeitu xomoyot moi eitu janisilu je aaji taik moi sob kom. Aru aaji jodi tai eku nokoy ba nakos kore, tothapi mur eku beya nalagibo. Eitu jonom ot moi kebol taike bhal pabo parisu eku swartho nohowa ke aru eitu jonom moi tair naamot usorga korisu. Bhal pam jodi taikei pam aru taik napale beleg kuno suwalik soku tulio nasam. Tai belegor logot biya hoi goleu tai MUR SNIGDHA hoiyei thakibo. Tair pora nalage muk eku ubhotai. Tai muk nisshwarthor prem xikaise aru moi taik nisshwartho bhabei bhal pai jam.

“Now your limit is this only: MOI PAGOL HOM ARU. KIBA KORA. MOI EARN KORIBO LAGE. And my limit is: You cross the limit of your this craziness, i cross mine and i am out of all these and i wont help you. Xoday koi asa eikhini kotha. Its ok. Tumar karone moi moribou paru. No questions asked. Kintu if you speak some more shitty things superior to all these, forget me. I will do whatever i want to, but you wont find me ever. Mur saa tuko dekha napaba”

“Teneke nokoba na Buku please. aru ebar kole moi tumak eri dim”

Tair kothat kumolota, morom, aru abeg onubhob koribo parisilu. Hoy tu moi bhul asilu kintu ratir xomoy aru amar doure kothare eikhini dhori loisilu je tai bhal eta mon loi ase aru eikhini buji pabo.

“Tumi sun ulotake muk he dom di asa”

“Dimei eneke kole”

“Xuna, You gonna hate me for the next message. Cuz you hate LOVE. Actually, to be precise, You dont hate love, you hate the person you loved. Love cant be hated. Tenekua hole sob parents or divorce hol heten. I dont really become this much straight forward all the time but this time is the time. Its now or never. 2 ta dhoronote kom: ghurai pokai aru lastot straight to the point. Hobo?”

“Hobo. But ki hoise eman khong je. Beya ke nokoba ha please”

“Nokou. Tumak beya ke kobo parim janu. Xuna Snigdha…”