Pt 4: তাইৰ আবেগৰ অনুৰণন আৰু মোৰ অনুৰাগৰ কম্পন…

Prem bhal powa jodio xohoj, tothapi bohut kothin…

Beya lagisile, nijoke xamainno ghrina korisilu, guilty feel korisilu kio belegor kotha xunisu moi. Jodio bissakh ketiao kora nasilu tothapi nijor uporot khong kebol ei karone je moi kotha bur xunisile. Nijor majote bibesona kori oboxekhot siddhanto lolu je tair pora eku lukai narakhu. Oinot koi bohut beleg tai. Buji pabo muk.

“Xuna na…duta kotha kobo loga asile”

Ami duo phone ot praye kotha patisilu tetia.

“O kowa buku”

“Mane tumar kotha olop kiba kibi xunisilu belegor pora, tumalokor class or nikita je tair pora. Eku nulukau, karon moi bhabu tumi jona tu usit.”

“Ki ki koise? Mur attitude ase, moi lorar logot besi log koru, moi karu logot kotha nokou, mur ego besi aru ? Aru ki ki kole tai?”

“….”

“Kowa akou”

“Nai eiye..kintu tumi….”

“Habit ase buku, bohute bohut koise aru xunibo bakiye ase tumar. Eku nai mur friend buli belege gom pale aru bohut xuniba”

“Kintu tumi je tenekua nohoy. Moi janu no. Aru i hate myself because i listened to someone saying odds about you”

“You just listened na. Bissakh tu kora nai moi janu”

“Xeitu hoy baru. Moi karubar kotha xunile xei manuhjonok log pai je decide koru xuna khini xosa ne misa”

“Thats your good quality”

“Accha xuna na…”

“Maaye mati ase ? Jowa pisot kotha patim”

“Keneke gom pala?”

“Sob gom pau. Jowa. Bye”

“O bye”

19 tarikh, kiba karonot moi nijei gari solai mur khura ejonor ghorot jabo loga hol. Aru ghuri ahi ghoror 1600kg r prokando gate khon maribo jaute moi dukh palu. Jega tukur endhar asil. Eman jure lagise je moi eku onubhob kora nasilu olop xomoy. Mobile or light tu on kori dekha palu je mur bhorir burha anguli tur adha nai. Aru nokh tu side ot pori ase. Jibon ot bohut dukh paisu, bhori bhonga, accident, murot dukh powa adi kori bohut. Tenekei xeikhon bhorire gari solai parking kori ghoror uporot uthi golu, sirir boga tiles aru boga hoi nasile. Ronga hoi goisil. Maar usor paute maa he hukhukai kandibo lole mur obosta dekhi. Siyori deutak matile, beleg roomor pora deuta uthi ahile. Moi kanda nasilu, 3khon gamusa usoror pora loi mojiyate bohi nijor bhorit bandhilu jen dukh powa jega tu loike tej jabo nuware. Deuta doctor. MD Medicine. Teu loge loge clinic ot nami goi mur kiba kibi loi ahile aru maaye amar staff ok call kori matile. Sunday ke bondho thake karone kuno oha nasile xidina. 15min or bhitorot 2jon staff ahile aru deuta surgery r lagotiyal khini loi ahile. Muk anesthesia korile dukh powa jega tut. Aru prothom bar dingi fali siyorisu. Dukh powat keu bohu gune bixaisile injection tu. Mur silai soli thoka obostate moi taik message kori photo pothalu. Loge loge reply…

“Oi ki hol eibur.”

Photot kebol mur anguli aru ononto loi boi juwa tej or noi.

“Eku howa nai. I am fine. Gate ot lagile”

“Oh my god! You saying you fine ?”

“Yeah, maa kandi ase. Deuta silai kori ase”

“…”

“Ki hol. Bhoy khaisa? Eku nai thik hoi jam”

“OMG!”

Xidina bohut kosto hoisile bhori khonor karone. Pisdinar pora koto jabo nuwaru. Gotike tair logote kotha pati asilu bisonat bagori bagori.

“Moi mur best friend aru cousin baak keneke heraisu jana, medical negligence. Aru kebol xeikarone moi bisarksilu je moi doctor hou. Kintu nuwarilu. Agole sage akou sesta korim. Mur life th bohut complex, gotike moi bisaru enebur bixad jen kuneu feel nokore. Next jen kuno maaye nijor xontan eneke herabo nalage aru kuno best friend e jen nijor best friend eneke neheray. Muk eta job lage. Moi nije earn koribo bisaru. Mur lifeor 3ta plan ase. Aru moi bhabu mur responsibilities hoi xei 3ta. Lahe lahe koi jam tumak. Tare majot prothom tu hol je moi eman earn koribo khuju jen moi nije kebakhono ambulance gutei ekhon dangor city t dibo paru. Jot prottek 3km dure dure ekhon ambulance thakibo aru aajir nisina 1 ghonta nalagibo ghotonastoli pabole. Tumi bissakh nokoriba enekua bohut manuh ase bohut jib jontu ase jiye just amar manuhor negligence or karone pran heray.”

Tai aru bohut kotha kol xidina. Moi herai thakilu tair kothar prithibit. Tai jen mur hath khon dhori loi goi asil ekhon beleg prithibit jot manobota etiyao jiyai ase aru jot tair mote hobo logiya sob bostuye thike thike hoi ase. Tair maat, tair kothar bhongi, tair xpbdor proyog, tair kothar major nirobota, tair uxah or xobdo, xokolu khiniye muk premot pelai asile tair. Aru aan fale manuh aru jib jontur proti morom aru abeg tuye tair proti xonman prottek tu muhurtot borhai asile. Moi maat matibo nuwara holu, tai muk hello buli matile.

“Asu asu. Herai goisu roba”

Eta kotha thik. Sage taik bohute bohut bujibo pora nai. Sage moiu xompurono pora nasilu keidinmanor kothat, kintu hoy moi bhal pai bohisilu taik. Tair mitha maat, tair sokur saoni, tair misikiya hahi, tair kotha kole uthor kompon, tair sokur polop, tair prottek tu bostut moi bisari pai asilu muk. Xeijon moi jak moi herai pelaisu mur jibonor eta xomporkor binimoyot. Bisari pai asilu moi kun. Lahe lahe jodio, pai asilu.

“Utha…bohut deri hol. Dressing koribo ase bhori khon”

“Ummppphh…2min xubo diya na maa”

“Dhei uth. Kiman xuwa.”

“Offo maa…uthilu diya..eman dhuniya xopun dekhi asilu. Tumi sob borbad korila”

“Kak dekhi asila dhuniya xopun ot?”

“Kaku nohoy” moi beleg fale sai koute maaye gom pale kiba. Loray ki xopun dekhe taku sage maa bure gom pay no!

“Kowa kak. Kun suwali”

“Snigdha maa”