Pt 5: তায়েই মোৰ বুকু খান্দি উলিয়ালে, মই যে আনন্দৰ নহয় বিষাদৰ প্ৰেমিক…

“Snigdha ha? Thike ase. Ei boyoxot eibur xopun nedekhi ketia dekhiba!”

Maaye bohut dhuniya ke kothaxar kole. Moi asorit hoisilu jodio ximan tu nohoy. Karon moi mur jibonor proti tu kotha maak kou. Dinot keibar susu korilur pora loi mur crush or kotha loike. Sage khub kom maa ase jiye nijor lorar logot eman dhuniya ke share kore sob kotha. Tare majot moi ejon. Bhaiggoban bohut moi.

“Mane maa ?”

“Mane jibon tu arombho hobole diya, kormo byostota aru doinondin jibonor godhur din bur jetia hesa mari dhoribo tetia nu kot xopunot suwali dekha paba. Jiki nohok, xukhi howa. Aru bhal suwali hole amaru eku apotti nai”

“Dhet maa. Taik sini he pao matro”

“Umm tumar soku dutay koise kiman sini powa nopowa. Jowa brush kora ge”

Bathroom ot xumai brush kori thakute hejar ta bhabona monole ahil aru gol. Tarei majot ejoni Snigdha aru efale mur maaye kowa kotha khini. Teu xoday koy muk kiman bhal pay, kiman morom kore. Kintu, morom aru bhal powa okol kolei nohoy, mur maaye xoday muk support korise prottek tu kothat. Kiba bhul korile anguliai dise aru xudhoronio kori dise. Maa bur maaye! Mur sokut sai gom paise je moi kebol tair kotha napatu aru je bhal pau. Maa hotor eku apotti nai buli koise, kintu maaye sun taik dekhay nai! Eman morom ne nijor lorar babe!

Bathroom or pora ulai ahi xeibur kotha eku nopota ke ratipuar bhaat khini khalu. Maaye bohut kam disile, ghor safa kora aru notun ke bonabologiya ghor tur bostu jugar korake dhori aadi. Duporiya praye 12 ta man bojat taik message korilu aru bhangi kolu je kiman byosto moi. Olop pisote tai message korile.

“Thik ase. Lahe lahe kora sob kam. Pani khai thakiba. Eku kothat khong nokoriba. Sob kam hoi gole xondhiya ebar parile call koriba muk”

Tai eneke prothom bar koisile sage! Jodio agote koisil, xidina ratipua maar kotha khini xunar pisot maar morom or nisina lagile kotha khini. Taik hobo buli koi moi akou kamot lagilu. Mur bhorir anguli tu bhal powa nasilu, aru bandage bandhi loiye xomosto kam korilu. Abeli 4tat xokolu kam ajori kori bhaat khabo bohute message eta ahile phonot. Eman derite phone kot asil eku gomoke napau. Message tu tair hoy buli assigned tone tur karone gom palu.

“Khai lowa sun, pisot saba” maaye gaali parile.

“Roba maa. Ek minute”

“Oh. Kunba special sage”Maaye sob jane!

“Xuna na. Ex e akou call korisil. Moi pagol hom aru”

Moi jodi taik message ot bujabo jau bohut kosto hobo karone taik message korilu je moi khai uthi call korim.Tair otit xuni, tair kosto aru dukh onubhob kori xobdohin hoi porisilu moi. Xidina khon 3ghonta phone korilu tair logot. Moi eku kobole xobdoye bisari napalu “hmm” bahire. Xuni thakilu tair otit. Tair jagat moi ba beleg jikuno manuh hole sirodinor babe bhangi poril heten. Bohut kandile tai xidina. Aru moi tar proti tupal soku panir loge loge aru besi bhal pai asilu. Kisu xomoy pisot mur soku aru hridoyo bhangi porile aru moiu onxidar holu tair kandunor. Tair kothat ke besi dukh loga asil tair kothar major nirobota khini. Kiman dukh kiman bedona aru kiman aghat lukai ase kebol tai he onubhob korobo pare. Moi paru jodio tair xoman nuwaru. Karon mur jibonor kisuman ghotonar folot moi bohut nirdoy hoi porisilu. Kintu tai…tai muk akou ghurai ani asile.

“….bohut xoijjo korar pisoto tak eku nokolu. Mur ghorot muk marr pit sob korise maaye. Tothapi xi phone korile moi hahi hahi kosiilu moi thike asu buli. Kintu xekhot goi ki korile jana…..xi edina muk phone ot hold ot thoi 1ghonta karubar logot kotha patile…aru..aru moi burbok or nisina bissakh korilu je xi xosa ke tar best friend or logot kotha patise… ‘apuni call kora byokti jone apunar phone tu holdot thoise. Onughroh kori oppekhya korok’ kothaxar xuni thakilu aru sokuye haar mani thakile. Pisdina ratipua call korute moi ejoni suwalir maat xunilu aru gom palu tai richa e hoy…..jijon lorar logot moi mur jibon dekhisilu, jar ghorot buwari hoi jam buli bhabisilu, jar maa deutak maa deuta buli already mani loisilu aaji tar ghorot, tar roomot tarei bisonat ejoni beleg suwali….keneke xoijjo korim moi eman dukh jibonot. Prothomote mur best friends bur, pisot kom keneke teulok eri gol, aru etiya eibur…moi ki koru o buku…ki koru moi”

Earphoneot tair kandunor maat. Sokulur xagor mur gaalot. Tair dukh bedonar gutei bhaar jen mur bukut. Aru nirobota. Niborota tair falor pora. Nirobota mur falor pora. Eku xobdo nasile kobole. Kobo bisarilu taik, bohut bhal pau taik aru tair otit pahuribole moi xohay korim, taik bohut xukh dim. Kintu nuwarilu. Tair sokupani mur xoijjo howa nasile aru kebol etay kotha kobo parilu…

“Snigdha…tumi…tumi ononyo snigdha…”